He couldn't handle it...

I deleted my first blog simply because it seemed like the right thing to do. [I wracked my brain for another title, but the old one was the only one that truly expressed what I wanted.] This is my way of erasing, or closing rather, that unfortunate little chapter in my life. The following Fall Out Boy song (obviously) shows how I feel about what happened. It's like I wrote it myself (only they wrote it years ago and I would have written it a week ago :P.) He wasn't a total mistake, he wasn't a total asshole to me, but he still broke me heart. I'm okay now and I want to start over.


Parker Lewis Can't Lose (But I'm Gonna Give It My Best Shot)

You laughed off my affections
While I passed by your direction
I should have known from your walk, yeah
It was the end of you

It's not like I don't respect your opinion
Quick with lips, just rip me apart
Sometimes, it's times like this, yeah

I got a big mouth
And maybe you could handle shutting it up
A simple contradiction
Could shake my whole foundation
Parker Lewis can't lose

Taking back every step towards you
Still failing at everything I do
In the meantime just talking with my shoes
Converse with my Converse
At least they hear a word I say
And scrutinize it
Just as far as they can tell what I'm getting at
Tied my tongue around my neck
For the last time

It's not like I don't respect your opinion
Quick with lips, just tear me apart
Sometimes, it's times like this, yeah

I got a big mouth
And maybe you could handle shutting it up
A simple contradiction
Could shake my whole foundation
Parker Lewis can't lose, yeah
Yeah
Yeah

This is the last song about you
This is the last song that I waste on you

~I thank FOB for their ability to convey my every emotion.
I ♥ ya!